Hair today, gone tomorrow

Almost. One of the most intriguing side effects of chemotherapy is hair loss. It’s the one that I have had the most controversial (I think) comments about before it’s even begun. Some comments I’ve gotten include: I probably won’t lose my hair and thinking I will is negative thinking, or even if I lost some […]

A roller-coaster ride

Back in December 2015, I was in Panama for what should have been 3 weeks working with Give and Surf. I arrived the week before Christmas, settled into the volunteer house in the secluded part of Isla Bastimentos in Bocas Del Toro. Tropical weather, Caribbean beaches, good waves plus the opportunity to help teach the […]

The waiting is the hardest

No actually, it isn’t… Chemo cycle 1 of 6 started last Friday 9/9. I’m at Day 5 (infusion is day 1). It’s not as terrible as I’d expected, but it’s not great either. I did expect the worst. I was most scared of the nausea/vomiting because I’ve had those bad in the past. So far, […]

No one can do this alone

I’m not. You’re here. When friends learn about my diagnosis, one of the most common first things said in reply is “I’m here for you.” I’ve said the same thing myself when in the same situation even as, often, I’m not quite sure how to be there exactly. The words seem trite. Now that I […]